Moving around the world learn many things. Packing up my bags, went to an unknown city, start my new life, imagining how great the new life will be! Not every imagination gives you the best result, like how im facing right now. Letting go the friendships, relationships, letting go the conform, like how i letting you go, this is just not so me. But, i got no choice.
However, moving in this new place give me freedom. Freedom of choosing, freedom of travel, freedom of being myself. Moving to new place strengthen my maths. As im always converting all the currency back to my home country! 1 pound = RM4.7, 1 pound = RM5.2. Checking the currency everyday, just to make sure just to comfort myself when to buy when not to buy. Communication with people become part of your life right now, you got no friend, you got no choice, and communicate with others become my daily life. Out of the comfort zone.
A lot story generated after you leave home. Story of life become more interesting. You growth you live you play you understand. This is the opportunity where i pack my bag and go, go alone. Its not for vacation, its not for luxury, its not for pictures to post in instagram, its for a better me.
Leave home for exactly half year, 31st of May 2013, and its now 1st December 2013. Love myself whole-heartedly, especially in the time of solitude. Having lunch myself, coffee in the coffee shop myself, market shopping myself, its my thoughts, and i am now okay with that.
And now i know, this is not hardship. Its too punctual right here compare to home country, missed bus for 5 seconds late, however, still got to enjoy the culture while waiting the next bus in the bus stop alone. No life itineraries, no guidelines, no scheduled, go for it, explore it.
Being wronged, blame no one, happy go lucky. And this taught me, be humble, be strong. Counting down the day to back home, i miss home.
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